life on a trampoline

I guess we're getting a van

2009-04-16T17:09:00.009-04:00

So over the past year it has continued to come up...

having 2 girls and maybe more in the future it was bound to...

My wife Monica would love to have a van. A van. Seriously! I would passionately fight against a van in previous discussions being able to logically and morally refute a van. But alas I guess it has worn on me because lately I have become more open to the idea.

Several weeks ago as we were taking our daughters and one of Emma's friends to the mall it hit me like a ton of bricks. What will happen once Caroline gets old enough and would like to bring a friend along. My first thought was to flip a coin and see who gets strapped on top...but then I decided that cleaning the bugs out of their teeth, though a good source of protein might be a little tedious task. So it hit me...We are out of space! That night back at the house after the girls were sound asleep I finally mentioned...

...wait for it..
(How I Met Your Mother joke)

that I would "consider" a van. I know. I've completely lost it. The "soccer dad" is taking over...PRAY...PRAY that I come back to the light! lol.

I will do anything I can for my family...even if it means to make life easier - getting a van.

Well it seems that reality may be closer than I think with my recent wreck. I was rear ended after visiting the chiropractor just past the school. To lighten the situation I joked with the young man and his mom that well..."My wife has said on several occasions that she would like a van. So here's our opportunity!"

Granted that is NOT the way we wanted to move from our car to a van and actually we really liked our Civic, but ultimately I am SO GRATEFUL TO GOD that no one was in the car with me and that I am actually standing today... in pain but I am standing!

So I think once all settles we are looking for a... van. Sorry it's still hard sometimes. BUT then again...

I had another idea. A guy with a van. Who becomes a motivational speaker and talks about life..
In a van down by the river! Wait... no river close (unless it rains and floods again.) I guess it's back to the drawing board.

Until next time I'll be praying and hoping for a quick recovery! thanks.

soccer tragedy

2009-02-17T11:01:00.001-05:00

Today is Tuesday and I have yet another invite to go play soccer with a few college guys at our local indoor soccer complex. I love playing soccer but let’s be honest it has been years since I have ran up and down the field and I am sure that I will kill over after one pass down and back. Regardless if I can slip away for a few moments I will end up playing leaving everything on the field including my breakfast, lunch and dinner. It should be an amusing time for all the spectators.

To be truthful I planned on playing last week but upon arriving at the game I had a young man that needed to talk. He thought I was doing him a favor but honestly a large part of me was glad he was there. So we sat back and watched the game. It quickly became painful obvious the caliber of my friend’s team as in the matter of a few minutes the score was already 4 – 1. My heart went out to them. It’s tough playing a college team who wanted to get some practice on the off season.

As the game drummed on with goal after goal the opposing team started to get bored with the whole endeavor. Many of them quickly became disengaged, no longer hustling after the ball or making clean passes. In fact eventually they started turning and shooting at their own goalie just for the amusement of it all. Finally the buzzed rang and it was halftime. It was easy to see the morale of the teams as my friends were on the benches resting and drinking water with heads hung low while the opposing team never took a break and stayed on the field passing and shooting the ball

Then something interesting happened.

As the second half began one of the best players for the opposing team (aka bad guys) came over and joined my friend’s team (aka good guys). The “bad guys” perked up and the game was on. Most of the second half was like watching a tennis match with the ball on one end and then the next. There were only a few goals scored in the second half which you could attribute to the player who switched sides but honestly it was the defense and rest of the players that stepped up their game.

interesting…

Well the game ended; it was finally over. I asked my friends how they felt about the guy changing teams and most of them responded negatively saying that they wish he wouldn’t had do that. But the painful game was over so we chatted for a while about life before heading home.

So this even has been swirling in my head over the past few days. Here are some thoughts and observations that I have been wrestling with.

I had always heard that great leaders raise the bar of whole team but I found it very intriguing to see it happen even when a team didn’t want his leadership or help. On the other hand I was fascinating to see what little impact personally this guy who changed teams seemed to have. Individually he was shutdown every time he got the ball reminding me that you can have talent – maybe even be the best, most talented person out on the field but most of the time it all comes down to the TEAM working together that makes the difference and it seems that will always trump individualism.

I also thought about something that Reggie Joiner said (via my last post by Carey N.) If you don’t give people something of significance to do they won’t feel significant. I really saw this come to life as the “bad guys” team lost their significance as the game became insignificant to them. They quickly became apathetic and lazy even to the point of fire goals on their own goalie. It seems like that is something I see all too often in the church as well.

I’m still chewing on this one.

We'll see if I end up on the field this week so until next time have a great week. Thanks!

Great Ideas about the church

2009-02-04T18:06:00.005-05:00

I wanted to pass this along. Check out Carey’s blog about some interesting ideas from Reggie Joiner about church. My comments are below.

Carey Nieuwhof: Great Ideas

Just a couple thoughts to add to the discussion.

About the small vs. large church. I love what Carey said last in the comments about needing movement in a church regardless of your size. That is spot on!

A thought or two about not resolving the tension:

This is something that I have struggled with for a while. Here is a glimpse from my perspective. In working with teens I have noticed students have been completely unimpressed by scripture. Many of them tell me they have heard it all before – honestly because they have. Don't you just love when teens say that. However many times it seems as if they truly can break down the story word for word, give me all the application points, and even match it to illustration they heard. OK maybe not all that but it often seems that way to them. So they get bored going to church and hearing the same things, the same scripture over and over again because they believe they have already been told all it means (application.) So what more can you learn unless you change the whole interpretation which I have always thought was a valid observation.

To be fair I would say that it's not just students who struggle, but I see it so prevalent among adults as well - an overall lack of interest and captivation. It all seems to be lacking.

Of course I am sure there are several people who can attribute it to this or that but here is at least one observation that I am wading through.

I think not resolving the tension allows some mystery back into the church. And hopefully in time it opens the church to allow God to Capture the Imagination of the people - which is part of what I believe is missing in many of our church environments.

It's like reading a book vs. going to a movie. I hate reading a book after I watch a movie - because now I have a fixed picture of Harry Potter and the whole scene. Hollywood has some great effects but nothing compares to the imagination. I find it so much more fulfilling to engage in a story reading between the lines of the pages and being caught up in lives of the characters...letting my imagination sweep me away to another place and time!

All this, and though I do read, I wouldn't consider myself a reader. I just love it when my mind and heart – my Imagination is Captured!

I think the fear I've heard most often is that we leave the individual or family to now wrestle with this tension. "What if" they come out with a different conclusion or idea from what we were trying to communicate in the first place. Or what if their conclusion is total off base and wrong! So in order to make sure that doesn’t happen we HAVE to tell them , right?

I've had many conversations and debates with some of my closest friends about this. My thoughts have come to this - if I believe the Holy Spirit resides in us to bring us to overflowing with Christ and if I truly believe that He has our best intentions and knows us better than we know ourselves -

Then I personally conclude that I have to trust that as people wrestle and struggle through the difficult that God will be their guide and will do His work in them. Now this causes me to re-examine my role as a leader. I'm still working on it but here is a quick overview - to equip people with tools and relationships that will encourage questions and healthy discussions about life and faith. That’s pretty close.

I'm still in process with much of this but I thought I would share.

As for the significant aspect - I still need to chew on it but it is right in line with some other discussions we have been having over a book called "Do Hard Things" by Alex and Brett Harris. Some great things to chew on.

Thanks so much!

life in a bar

2009-01-21T12:13:00.003-05:00

I've often wondered what it is about bars that encourage an openness in people. In fact my mind has quite often pondered the idea of doing life, ministry, CHURCH in a bar because I love the connectedness that can be created there.

I was talking with another Pastor friend today and he was telling me about his interesting experiences at a local bar lately in town. He has created this friendship with a guy that he met in the community and most of the encounters he has with him has been at this local bar. So he goes and has lunch with him. He was sharing about how crazy it is that all of this guys friends always want to buy him a diet coke.

They think it's exciting to buy the Pastor a coke I guess. But he was commenting on the level of respect they had from him - as when he came to the bar one night in celebration of his friends birthday and a girl "lost her pants" on the table. He said that one minute something was happening and the next his head was being turned toward a wall and he was told to stay there. The bar owner even kicked the girl out which was rare without a warning. They told my friend that the owner only did that because he was there.

What RESPECT!

To think that they would care enough about him to protect him from those things even though they themselves didn't hold the same views. That is the kind of friend I desire in my life! I would feel that regardless what came they would have my back.

I remember a few year back entering into the bar to eat because the restaurant was closed. Myself and a few Pastor friends had just came from a Conference next door. It was late and we were hungry! I don't remember what I had or if the food was even good but I will never forget the conversations I had that night. We 3 were sitting at the bar waiting for our food when we struck up a conversation with the bartender. She was a lady in her late 30's. At first it was just small talk - the weather, where we were from, etc...

but very quickly it turned into a deep conversation about life, respect and love.

This lady was dealing with an abusive situation in her life and was hopeless and at her wits end. We were able to be Jesus in her life by loving and encouraging her humanity and providing direction for her life.

In the midst of the conversation another gentleman found his way a few seats from mine. It seemed that after a few informal greetings that guy began to unload about his life as well. I had a great opportunity to speak encouragement into his life.

So we came back the next night and found ourselves in the same conversations with different people. I will never forget those nights.

So what is it about a bar that allows people to open up? It like Cheers - a place where everybody knows your name. Some might say it's the alcohol. And let's be honest that certainly would loosen some people up. Others might say that it's just to go and find someone to hook up with. But I would challenge the thought that I think it's much more than sex or "loosing yourself."

Totally random thought that is connected but not - At the core of sexuality is connectedness.

I think most people go to bar to escape the current reality they are in and in that process deeply desire to Find themselves. I've seen this so many times that while in the process of conversing with people it seems that that very reality they are trying to escape comes pouring out...

when someone is willing to listen.

So maybe it’s the simple fact that people feel at a bar there are people that will listen to you and won't judge you. There are people that just see your humanity and realize that they are just as human as you and have just as many problems as the person beside them.

So maybe it all comes down to RESPECT.

Maybe it's the fact that when we show people respect - they find ways to respect us back. I am not naive enough to think this is always true. I understand that there are hurtful people out there that don't give a second thought about you or I but I honestly believe that most people

are just looking for... a little RESPECT (Man it would be great to break out into a song now...just a little bit..just a little bit. R E S P E C T...OK I'll spare you the rest.)

Until next time...thanks.

Reflection of Humanity

2009-01-20T15:12:00.004-05:00

I know it 's been forever since I have last blogged. The holidays were amazing and hectic at the same time. Lately it seems if the winter blues have set in with me so I am praying for sunshine and many opportunities to get out in it.

Anyway, I hope all of you are doing well and staying warm on this historic occasion in our Nation’s history as the 44 President takes office. An Incredible and exciting event happened today! We have definitely come a long way in this nation to now have a African American and someone of an immense variety of background as President of our great nation.

How cool is that!!

However I am aware that it may not be as cool for others. I had to laugh today as I thought about calling a good friend and joking with her that the world only has 666 days left and it will end. She enjoyed and was possibly gripped with curiosity with this crazy idea that Obama was the Anti-Christ.

I laughed.

But today I was reminded of the great need of humanity with the situation today. I've been reading SexGod by Rob Bell which has been rocking my word and truning some of my perspectives upside downa dn inside out.

Because whether you voted for (which I did not) or even like Obama, the truth of the matter is that he is still now - Our President. But even moreso he is human and therefore carries the very image of God. Catch what it says in Genesis – God said that He has created all men/women “in His Image.” Meaning that thought we are definitely not God and will not be God - human beings of all the creatures on Earth are special. Because we ALL carry part of God in us connecting us to the Amazing God and Creator of the Universe.

IN HIS IMAGE - We are of God.

Obama is of God's Image.

So regardless of how you like his views or politics I hope that you will show him the respect, acceptance, support and love that all human beings Need and Deserve. And that we can only find encouraging words to say of this new administration loving lifting them up to God asking that their decisions and steps be directed in wisdom and by God hand.

God use Barack Obama to help this nation bless You!

Until next time..thanks.

lights in the window

2008-11-06T22:04:00.004-05:00

Well it's that time of year again and Christmas is just around the corner. It's amazing to see the shelves being wrapped with Santas, stockings, and snowmen and that was before Halloween. I think it's true that Christmas seems to get earlier each year.

With all decorations already hitting the shelves I was especially surprised to see some lights up already. Seeing the lights reminded me of house I saw last year.

It was a cute house off the main drag and had a beautiful tree in the window along with lite candles that line the windows. I always slowed when I drove by the house. It pulled you into the warmth of Christmas and the holiday cheer.

Time Passes. And then it was May.

But the tree in the window and Christmas lights adorning the house all of sudden didn't look as appealing. But it did cause my mind to wonder.

Why were the lights and tree still up. It was obvious the lights were on a timer. So my mind shifted to occupants of the house. Were they on vacation all winter and spring. Did they just enjoy Christmas that much. Or maybe it was a reminder of something.

Then I began to have worst scenario thoughts. What if something happened to them and no one knew about it. What if they had no one to live life with. No one to call and check on them if they didn't hear or see them in a while. No one to show that they care and how much they matter in this world. Someone to share in their dreams, celebrations and sorrows.

I can't imagine living like that.

But fortunately those were just my thoughts as far as I know. But it does cause me to stop and think about the relationships that surround my life. I don't know where I would be today without people in my life that who cared enough to show me love and speak truth into my life.

I have learned that for me Life truly is best lived surrounded by friends and loved ones.

Imagine what it would be like if everyone believed and lived like that. If we were all encouraging each other to be the best we can be and then doing whatever we can to help each other achieve our dreams - what an incredible world that would be.

My one hope is that everyone will find caring people to live life with and that no one will be left in a beautiful house decorated carefully with warm holiday cheer and have no one to share it with. Thanks.

breath taking

2008-11-01T21:50:00.000-04:00

I had an incredible experience today!

The first happened while I was outside with the girls. It's not very often in my life that I am in a sense surrounded by silence. There always seems to be crying, TV shows, music, video games, groups of people talking....all of which I have found memories connected with.

However, today seemed to be a little different. At least for the few moments outside. I was out doing all I could to build a support for the table on the awesome play set that my in laws bought the girls for their birthday. I was measuring the length for the board as my wife was playing with our oldest, Emma.

Then everything happened so quickly but its as if I continue to replay the moment in my mind. There was this cool silence, seemingly like that moment before a storm blows through.

Silence.

Then of what seems like out of nowhere suspended in time flew hundreds of birds moving so swiftly they were gone in the blink of an eye. Now I know what you’re thinking. Birds….oh..wow.

But Have You Ever Heard….
hundreds of birds slicing through their wings through the air leaving only a void in space and a memory behind of what was with a repetitive

Swoosh…..Swoosh…..Swoosh……Swoosh…..Swoosh

My family and I, we all stood in complete and total ... AWE.

Did you hear that?! My wife exclaimed. It was incredible! I thank God for what seems like a normal, happen to stumble upon moment for reminding me of how incredible He is through His creation. I only wish that my words could truly do justice to what we experienced in that moment. It will forever be etched in our minds and hearts.
God I truly stand in AWE of You!

saw dust

2008-10-31T22:48:00.000-04:00

We all have the moments when we realize that our parents were right and they actually knew what they were talking about after all. I had one of many of those times today.

I was working on our outdoor play set. I needed to cut two boards. So I grabbed my trusty power saw and as luck would have – batteries dead. So I conceded that I would have to do it the old fashion way WITH A HAND SAW!! dun dun dum

dramatic pause.

So as I was working on the first board and my arm was getting weary – I really need to work out more – I was trying to recall what my dad had taught me about cutting boards. I remember him saying something to the effect of not pressing too hard on the saw.

Yes. More accurately he said Let the saw do all the work.

OK good idea, I guess, when you have a lot of cutting to do and you want to preserve yourself. But I’m about the here and now. Besides my incredible wife told me supper would be ready soon so I know I didn’t have much time.

First board. I laid into it! There was no mercy. It was personal. LIKE A MAN IN THE WILD!! MORE POWER!! ARF ARF ARF Tim the tool man would have been proud. However I did notice that the board split some on the ends and the cut wasn’t that smooth. Having moved pretty quickly in positioning and zipping in the screws. I move on.

Second Board. I had some time so I thought I would try it my ole’ pops way. Sure it might take longer, but maybe I’ll save some energy so I thought.

You know what happened.

Do I really need to finish the story. You already know that I ate my words BIG TIME! Sorry Dad.

Not only did it give a great smooth even cut but I believe that I cut through the board in less time with half the effort. I was PWNED as my friends in the gamer world would say.

So the lesson for today is charge the battery before you need it.
I Love You Dad. Thanks for teaching me about love, life, faith and cutting boards.

redefining spiritual growth

2008-10-30T21:23:00.000-04:00

It's been a while since I have logged any thoughts since the creation of the church blog, but with a chapter closing there I will be able to focus more time here.

A question was asked to a group of youth workers this past weekend that I thought was somewhat of a profound question to ponder.

“What does it mean to be spiritual deep?”

I have often thought about this. I hear it so much in the church. I have heard the same comment in every church I have ever served in.

“I am looking for something deeper.”

And I have always asked myself – what exactly does that mean? What is the standard of being spiritually deep? Furthermore who is qualified to set that standard? As far as my mind will allow me to go, I can’t remember the prophets, disciples, Jesus or God ever talking about making sure you are spiritual deep.

So is it a mass of knowledge - To say that you know all the Greek, Hebrew and Aramaic roots of all these passages, or that you can quote whole books of the Bible? By no means am I saying that these are not admirable. In fact I would say the opposite. I believe these are great disciplines to work towards. But the question I am asking is does mass of knowledge equal spiritual depth?

I am not convinced that to be truth. I have known people who know so much in their head and yet it often fails to penetrate their heart. And in my understanding of God, He seems to be more concerned with the state of our hearts.

So again I am left with what does it mean to have spiritual depth?

If I take an honest look at things – I was always taught that being spiritual deep meant that I spent time praying, studying, fasting… time in the spiritual disciplines. If I did that then I would have achieved some since of arrival in being spiritual deep. Yet it didn’t seem to matter how much I time spent time in prayer and in studying the Word – I still felt as if I was lacking something. I didn’t necessarily feel that joy of Christ and thought I wouldn’t have admitted it at the time I always felt like there had to be something more.

As I was growing up – those were things you just didn’t admit because it meant there must be something inherently wrong with you if you do not feel spiritual after having spent time in the Word and in prayer.

But I honestly still felt…

incomplete.

So this past weekend the question of what is spiritual depth was followed by an exercise that I encourage every family and group of friends to try together. We were asked to think about what it means to grow spiritually. And then we were asked to do something that every person in the room could identify with…

“Share your stories. What are your defining moments? We all have defining moments that cause our faith to move from one point to another place. In one or 1 to 2 sentences share with your group.”

It was amazing the stories that were shared. It became a God moment for every person in that room remembering how he has moved in our lives. I encourage you all to try this with your family or group of friends and see what you come up with. What similarities do you see and what is different.

The stories from our large group of about 200 people seemed to fall into 5 different areas. I’m not saying that these are the only 5 areas you can fall into but the more we shared and the more I think back on it – I believe that we are on to something that is rocking my world view of “spiritual” growth.

Let me know what you come up with and in the near future we’ll dive in to what we discovered.

Until then…enjoy living life!!

Thanks.

playing with my daughters

2008-05-08T23:12:00.002-04:00

Just at thought I had as I was playing with my girls tonight.

I've learned so much about the development of children and teens this past month through my conferences and books I am reading. Two people that have spoken volumes into me lately are Kara Powell and Chap Clark.

So what has been constantly on my mind is the development of adolescence. It is at a certain age that they start to try and pull away from their parents in order to assert their newly discovered role in the family. They are in the beginning stages of going from a child to an individual in the family that has a place and purpose, power and their input should matter. So according to Chap Clark it is our responsibility then as parents to start and move to more of a coaching friend role.

Along with this Noah and I have been having conversations for the past year about how children learn. It's so often that we as parents and as the church are always telling them everything they need to know and leaving nothing new to discover. We continue to do this even trough adolescence and the teen years only to have them go to college and the professor say we are here to help you think for yourself and we are going to challenge everything to help you learn to discover and think for yourself.

So that in itself is scary for a parent. But in putting all this together I thought about how backwards I have approached parenting. My wife and I have spent the past years with our girls trying to teach them right from wrong but maybe more over being their friend. I mean it seems like I have this drive within me to desire my children to like me more than anything - which is why I have a constant struggle with discipline. I HATE IT when she won't come to me because she is mad or hurt. How they learn to give you such a COLD SHOULDER at such an early age, I will never know. And then on the flip side there is NOTHING I LOVE MORE then coming home seeing and hearing my daughter cry out Daddy!! and come running into my arms with a huge hug. I SO TREASURE THOSE MOMENTS!

And then it seems the older our children get the more we want to micromanage their lives over every little detail. And even then it seems the older they get the more we as parents clamp down on them with even more regulations and rules. Now do not get me wrong, children, teens and adults all need boundaries and rules. But I think the older children get maybe the more they need to think for themselves.

There is a statistic out there that says at the very least, probably more, 50% of active youth will leave the church and their faith by after 18 months in college. Why? Good question. But maybe part of the answer lies within all that I have written above. Could it be true that teens are graduating maybe with my faith as a parent but they have not fully taken it on as their faith. Not having environments where they are normally challenged in their beliefs or taught to think, maybe when they get to college and are challenged to do so with unbelieving professors and students - the arguments against God, faith and the church sound pretty convincing.

I don't know maybe there is something to that and I'll keep going over.

So back to where I began. I am so inclined to by my daughters friends when maybe I should be more concerned with being their parent - well establishing those boundaries early. And then later I can enjoy being more of their coach friend as they need more freedom grow up. It's so hard because they actually let me in their lives now but I'm not sure that will always be so in the future.

It breaks my heart to think about it... but it devastates my heart to think that maybe because of something I did in the long run I turned them away from my Incredible God.

Food for thought. I'm not saying I am 100% on board with this but it is something I am thinking through. Parents let me know your thoughts.

And students or maybe even for my daughters many years from now...
as you get older and dad and mom aren't as cool anymore....
Remember we love you! We are so proud of you!
And I hope you'll still let us in to play a couple more innings of your life.

thanks.

sending love across the world

2008-05-06T23:47:00.005-04:00

This picture shows the extensive flooding.
Captain Chanchai Kantawong / AFP - Getty Images http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24482304/displaymode/1176/rstry/24478247/

My heart and prayers truly go out to the families and people of Myanmar. But as "heart warming" as that is mostly I hope that together we all can help them out somehow. it seems that in America we are so quick to say, "Oh, how terrible!" and then as soon as it leaves the top spot of the news we forget all about it.
Why do we so easily forget things? It's like unless life allows them to affect us personally it really doesn't matter.

But it does. Doesn't it - or it should. We cannot survive apart from each other. We truly were not wired that way. Life and God creates this longing for other people in our lives - to connect with. And through these connections we truly experience a FULL Life. Right. i mean the whole reason for Jesus the Christ - his whole mission wasn't just heaven but it was to give us Life to the Fullest, right. if fact we are encouraged to celebrate with those who celebrate and cry with those who weep from pain and wombs. So maybe just maybe there is some weird connection with me having a broken heart for people I don't even know on the other side of the world.

This is one of the first opportunities I have seen to help out http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24488610/. I know very little about this aid agency or how the money works, so I am not saying that you need to send all this money to them. But I do hope we can find enough compassion in our hearts to do something.

Just do something and connect with the families - our families and friends in Myanmar.

refreshing story of sacrifice

2008-05-04T02:03:00.004-04:00

So I’m curious if anyone caught this story. I found this to be a refreshing story that should be a common occurrence. i hope you catch the story of sacrifice and love for another human being regardless of the team they stand on. the church has a great deal to learn from these ladies. thanks.

Opponents carry injured home-run hitter around bases

PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) - With two runners on base and a strike against her, Sara Tucholsky of Western Oregon University uncorked her best swing and did something she had never done, in high school or college. Her first home run cleared the center-field fence.

But it appeared to be the shortest of dreams come true when she missed first base, started back to tag it and collapsed with a knee injury.

She crawled back to first but could do no more. The first-base coach said she would be called out if her teammates tried to help her. Or, the umpire said, a pinch runner could be called in, and the homer would count as a single.

Then, members of the Central Washington University softball team stunned spectators by carrying Tucholsky around the bases Saturday so the three-run homer would count - an act that contributed to their own elimination from the playoffs.

Central Washington first baseman Mallory Holtman, the career home run leader in the Great Northwest Athletic Conference, asked the umpire if she and her teammates could help Tucholsky.

The umpire said there was no rule against it.
So Holtman and shortstop Liz Wallace put their arms under Tucholsky's legs, and she put her arms over their shoulders. The three headed around the base paths, stopping to let Tucholsky touch each base with her good leg.

"The only thing I remember is that Mallory asked me which leg was the one that hurt," Tucholsky said. "I told her it was my right leg and she said, 'OK, we're going to drop you down gently and you need to touch it with your left leg,' and I said 'OK, thank you very much."'
"She said, 'You deserve it, you hit it over the fence,' and we all kind of just laughed."
"We started laughing when we touched second base," Holtman said. "I said, 'I wonder what this must look like to other people."'

"We didn't know that she was a senior or that this was her first home run," Wallace said Wednesday. "That makes the story more touching than it was. We just wanted to help her."
Holtman said she and Wallace weren't thinking about the playoff spot, and didn't consider the gesture something others wouldn't do.

As for Tucholsky, the 5-foot-2 right fielder was focused on her pain.
"I really didn't say too much. I was trying to breathe," she told The Associated Press in a telephone interview Wednesday.

"I didn't realize what was going on until I had time to sit down and let the pain relax a little bit," she said. "Then I realized the extent of what I actually did."

"I hope I would do the same for her in the same situation," Tucholsky added.
As the trio reached home plate, Tucholsky said, the entire Western Oregon team was in tears.
Central Washington coach Gary Frederick, a 14-year coaching veteran, called the act of sportsmanship "unbelievable."

For Western Oregon coach Pam Knox, the gesture resolved the dilemma Tucholsky's injury presented.

"She was going to kill me if we sub and take (the home run) away. But at the same time I was concerned for her. I didn't know what to do," Knox said.
Tucholsky's injury is a possible torn ligament that will sideline her for the rest of the season, and she plans to graduate in the spring with a degree in business. Her home run sent Western Oregon to a 4-2 victory, ending Central Washington's chances of winning the conference and advancing to the playoffs.

"In the end, it is not about winning and losing so much," Holtman said. "It was about this girl. She hit it over the fence and was in pain, and she deserved a home run."

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end of orange

2008-05-01T23:43:00.006-04:00

What an incredible 3 days. So I came to the end of the Orange conference yesterday and my mind is still swirling with thoughts questions, ideas, challenges, heart breaks and so much more. It’s like my mind and heart have had too much food at the buffet and now I'm about to hurl. But I keep trying to resist holding onto every last minute thought or idea. I don't want to lose anything or allow any emotion to escape. So many times conferences have been like church camps where it was mind blowing and then a few weeks or a month later it all goes away and reality sits in. I beg of God not to allow that to happen again this year.

Either way it is so good to finally be back with my family – my girls and wife. I MISSED them so much. It gets harder to go anywhere as the years go by, even if it is for a great cause.

I feel I have so much great information that has been thrown at me over the past month. So I decided that over the course of the next few weeks I would be posting my notes from all these amazing speakers. To be fair, you need to understand my notes are mainly comprised of random thoughts from the sessions so I hope you will be able to follow along. If not feel free to ask me to clarify and I’ll do my best. I so want to shout out everything that I've heard and experienced from this past few weeks but I got some sound advice from a friend.. Instead maybe let the information and challenges change and affect you… then share it with people from the acts of your life and your words will then have the substance you desire. That is part of the reason I set up this blog to allow me to dialogue and reflect on my experiences and conversations.

I do not claim to be an expert or even to fully comprehend all that I may post and talk about. All I know is that I have been made for and set on this path for my life’s journey. And it’s my greatest desire and hope that you'll join alongside me on this journey. I look forward to the people I may meet and conversations that are to come so I hope you'll feel free to leave a response or comment. So thanks in advance for your time and for joining me if only for a moment on this journey of life and for your honesty and openness as we seek to be transparent and real. I'll see you along the path. Until then enjoy the life God desire for you to live. prayer: God may you get all the glory for my journey and thanks for placing me on this path. thanks.

my first entry

2008-04-30T00:15:00.004-04:00

my first entry.

it's late and i am so new to this but it's something I felt i needed to do so here goes nothing.

I will add more this week but I need to sleep now. my brian is gone after 2 days of Orange and flipping my life upside down. more about this later.

until then.